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2:42 a.m. - 2001-06-23 I was talking to my friend Mai (at summer school) and she said she hated her life. I told her that she had a great life, and I would kill to be her. And I would. She's beautiful, funny, and nice. A lot of people like talking to her because she's so laid back and easy to talk to. I, uncontrollably, give off this "GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME!" - vibe. (I don't know why...) She said she wanted a guy who cared about her. Not a guy who just LIKED her, but actually had significant feelings of love for her. I felt so sad ... for me. I never even had a guy just like me. Well, guys have liked me before, but just a select few who had gotten past the "GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME!" - vibe that I give off. Mai is only 17 and is going to be a senior, like me. And I know she'll find someone perfect for her. But what about me?
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