7:12 a.m. - 05.31.2002
It's the End of the World as I know it. And I feel fine.
So, I'm staying over Kelly's house tonight.
And since the guy that I like, Tim, is her brother ... I'm a little nervous. He definitely going to be there. He lives there. Ahhhh!!! ... *runs away*
But seriously.
I was talking to Kelly yesterday, and I kept saying that I don't think he likes me. Then she's all "Shut the fuck up!!!" Apparently, she thinks that he could ... since he was asking about me the other day.
I called Kelly last night to make sure that it was okay with her parents if I come over. I'm talking to Kelly, and everything is fine. Then she says "Wanna talk to my brother?" And of course I say no. I haven't actually had a conversation with this guy in like 3 years. I wanted to start, but not then! Not over the phone!
Of course she gave him the phone. But we only talked for literally like 5 seconds. So .. yeah. It was alright.
This is nice though. I think the fact that I have a new crush is really helping me to get over Dre. Plus, it's so exhausting to like someone who I know doesn't like me back.
It's been weird with Mike too. I don't know what he's thinking ... I say things like "You don't like me ... " And he get mad. So, then I think that he does. But when I try to do something, he gets "defensive."
I'm almost eighteen years old. I don't have time for this bullshit...
Don't have time to like a guy who just wants to use me. Don't have time to waste with a guy who won't admit his feelings for me. Just no time for it, yo.
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