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11:36 a.m. - 06.03.2002 I don't want to hate my mother, but sometimes I feel like I really do. She couldn't possibly love me. She couldn't possibly ... because she is the person that makes me feel the worst about myself. No. I'm not graduating on time. Yes. I'm going to 18 in 2 days, and I still don't have a job. Calling me stupid, lazy, slacker, etc. doesn't really encourage me. It just depresses me. It doesn't get me all riled up, and eager to go out there and prove you wrong, Mom. So just stop it. I'm not an idiot. No, I don't know what I'm doing with my life, but you are certainly not helping. Maybe you could try, for once, being supportive of your daughter. Start noticing the good things, instead of always focusing on the bad. Start actually listening to me when I talk. And stop saying "Whatever" after I tell you something important to me. I only have one mother. But sometimes I'd rather have none.
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