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1:55 a.m. - 04.03.2002
Regret of that Night
Just sitting here wonder how I've managed to be so content lately.
Days after the disaster occurred.
I didn't want to do it, but I was weak.

Lonely, and afraid.
Afraid of what might happen if I said no.
Afraid of losing the one person who has any interest in me whatsoever.

Yes. I've been thinking about it.
Yes. It was a mistake.
I can't say it won't happen again. And that scares me - that I can't say that.

Because I want to.

 

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