11:59 p.m. - 06.14.2003
Matt
I am so smitten right now.
For Matt.
I really shouldn't be. He lives pretty far away. Well, it's only one state west of here, but still. It's far.
I haven't known him for that long. We just started talking on the phone like 2 nights ago. But I'm so liking him right now. I find myself thinking about him all the time.
He was talking about driving here, but it's too far for him to drive. So then he started talking about taking a bus here. I was so shocked. Like at first I was disappointed. Thinking that I'm going to have to drive to see him, when if I get my car back. But he's still trying to see me, and I just felt to special at that moment.
I talked to him Friday night for about 6 hours. (And only got one hour of sleep right before my ACT's.) A couple of times Saturday. And today at my cousins' house for about an hour.
Sooooo smitten. ;)
But I have to tell myself to slow down. I have to tell myself that we haven't even met. I have to tell myself that he might not even like me that way, and that I shouldn't get my hopes up. At least not yet.
