9:42 p.m. - 06.04.2002
Never attend another graduation. Ever again.
I went to a graduation today. And it made me feel like shit. Never again can I attend anyone's graduation. Ever. Unless I have kids or something. Maybe by then I'll be over it.
These are two songs that epitomize what I'm feeling, and what I felt as I watched people walk across that stage.
"I'm Like A Bird" by Nelly Furtado
You're beautiful, that's for sure
You'll never ever fade
You're lovely but it's not for sure
That I won't ever change
And though my love is rare
Though my love is true
I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is
(and baby all I need for you to know is)
I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is , I don't know where my home is
All I need for you to know is
Your faith in me brings me to tears
Even after all these years
And it pains me so much to tell
That you don't know me that well
And though my love is rare
Though my love is true
I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is
(and baby all I need for you to know is)
I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is , I don't know where my home is
All I need for you to know is
It's not that I wanna say goodbye
It's just that every time you try to tell me that you love me
Each and every single day I know
I'm going to have to eventually give you away
And though my love is rare
And though my love is true
Hey I'm just scared
That we may fall through
I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is
(and baby all I need for you to know is)
I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is , I don't know where my home is
All I need for you to know is
"Intuition" by Natalie Imbruglia
Everybody's been in my face
Tellin' me I gotta make a change
All I ever hear day and night is "You better hurry up and get a life"
I need some direction - 'Cause the clock is tickin' away
Then a friend of a friend of mine
Says I've really been on his mind
And wants to go out and check out what the feelin's about
Says we have a deep connection - Well it sure is news to me
And all I can say is
Intuition tells me how to live my day
Intuition tells me when to walk away
Could have turned left
Could have turned right
But I ended up here
Bang in the middle of real life
Then another one always says - she'd do anything to get ahead
She doesn't care if she has to scratch and claw to get in the floor
She wants her 15 minutes of fame and 20 would be nice
But I guess it's her life
'Cause Intuition tells me that I'm doin' fine
Intuition tells me when to draw the line
Could have turned left
Could have turned right
But I ended up here
Bang in the middle of real life
Should have turned left
But I turned right
But I ended up here
And I feel alright
You make it hard for me
Can't find the real you
You really think I can't see
What is that you're trying to do
Do Do Do Do Da Da Da Na Na Na
Intuition tells me how to live my day
Intuition tells me when to walk away
Could have turned left
Could have turned right
But I ended up here
Bang in the middle of real life
Should have turned left
But I turned right
But I ended up here
And I feel alright
I feel alright
I feel alright
I feel alright
I feel alright
I feel alright
YES ! I feel alright
