3:53 a.m. - 09.23.2002
Conversation between Andrea and Me
EccentricErica: what does that have to do with anything?
Andrea_the_Great: christine wants to go to LA to go and see a girl that she really likes. and i swear that she is thinking about moving out there and not moving out with me. so its so fucked up, every plan that i have been making lately, road trip, moving out ect. is not looking good right about now.
EccentricErica: move out on your own
EccentricErica: i'll go on a roadtrip with you
EccentricErica: i love roadtrips
Andrea_the_Great: i dont have that kind of money.
Andrea_the_Great: as do i, but everyone seems to be demanding different things with this whole thing, and then christine doesnt think we should go at all, and she wants to go to LA instead. and take me with because just in case the girl doesnt like her.
Andrea_the_Great: like what the fuck, i dont want to be the third wheel....agian!
Andrea_the_Great: eck, we should go on a roadtrip together.
EccentricErica: where would you want to go?
Andrea_the_Great: i really wanted to go to michigan to meet this guy i have been talking to forever and hes awesome, but then they both dont think its a good idea because of the weather, and then christine says, well we arent taking my car anymore. eck.
Andrea_the_Great: lets go to michigan.
Andrea_the_Great: hey if next summer, me and christine dont move out. wanna just up and leave the state with me??
EccentricErica: you mean....move out and leave wisconsin?
Andrea_the_Great: yes, that is what i plan on doing one day.
EccentricErica: if i moved out of wisconsin, it would be to either chicago or the twin cities
EccentricErica: i don't want to go to far away, all my family is here
Andrea_the_Great: i would go where ever i wanted to go. where ever my little heart desires.
EccentricErica: i couldn't do that
Andrea_the_Great: okie well, ill just have to find someone else who would do it with me
EccentricErica: well, i wouldn't desire to go anywhere else
Andrea_the_Great: so far, no one would do it with me, or thinks im joking
EccentricErica: i'll do it with you
Andrea_the_Great: shutup
EccentricErica: it depends on where you want to go, but i'll do it with you.
EccentricErica: like i wouldn't go to alabama
EccentricErica: i just couldn't live there.
Andrea_the_Great: i wouldnt move to chicago, nor the twin cities.
Andrea_the_Great: i would travel for a while, or at least not live at the same place for long.
EccentricErica: and you want someone to go with you?
EccentricErica: it sounds so solo
EccentricErica: this idea
Andrea_the_Great: i suppose i just need to find a man, and fall madly in love and move around with him.
Andrea_the_Great: it would be better then going alone.
EccentricErica: that's so cliche
EccentricErica: thinking you need a man
EccentricErica: just to do something you really want to do
Andrea_the_Great: why not, everyone else gets someone else to love them, why cant i want someone else to love me.
Andrea_the_Great: and i would be too much of a pussy to do it by myself. unless it came to that
EccentricErica: not everyone else gets someone
EccentricErica: i don't have anyone
EccentricErica: my mom doesn't have anyone
Andrea_the_Great: but you have had someone that loves you.
Andrea_the_Great: so has your mother
Andrea_the_Great: so has everyone else that iknow
Andrea_the_Great: so why cant i just want someone to love me like everyone else gets once in a while.
EccentricErica: when have i had someone who loves me?!
EccentricErica: someone who really loved me and didn't just say it....
Andrea_the_Great: you have had guys that care for you.
Andrea_the_Great: you have told me about them
EccentricErica: martin?
Andrea_the_Great: maybe im just looking for something superficial. but i dont fucking care. i want someone, fuck anyone.
EccentricErica: you are such a hypocrite!
EccentricErica: what about that guy.....
Andrea_the_Great: how am i hypocrite?
EccentricErica: that guy from racine
Andrea_the_Great: what about him?
EccentricErica: and the other guy who wants to see you wednesday
EccentricErica: you say you want someone, so....what's wrong with them?
Andrea_the_Great: i dont want to meet that guy because i talked to him for 5 minutes, i know barely anything about him, i have no clue what he looks like, so im not really up for getting raped and murdered just yet
Andrea_the_Great: and that guy from racine, i didnt like him the way he liked me, he reminded me of someone that i really did not like, it was nothing really agianst him, and ididnt know that ihad to like everyone that liked me.
EccentricErica: you don't
EccentricErica: but you just said that ...
EccentricErica: nevermind
EccentricErica: it's your life, do what you want
Andrea_the_Great: no go on...
EccentricErica: nevermind
Andrea_the_Great: why, just say it.
EccentricErica: forget about it
EccentricErica: it's not important
EccentricErica: nothing i say is important, because you'll still end up putting yourself down ... in the end
Andrea_the_Great: i seriously dont understand why you care that i put myself down.
EccentricErica: why the hell wouldn't i?
EccentricErica: i'm your fucking friend!!!!!
EccentricErica: don't you get it?
Andrea_the_Great: i dont understand why anyone would care though
Andrea_the_Great: i dont think that anyone else cares like you do about it.
Andrea_the_Great: im used to people not giving a shit about me talking shit about myself.
Andrea_the_Great: and then you come along and care and tell me to stop
EccentricErica: so stop already
Andrea_the_Great: its kind of a hard thing to just stop doing, its like quitting smoking. and you dont see me doing that anytime soon
EccentricErica: you could try to stop
